Poem to practice - "Fear"

Fear of being the one and only.
Fear of starting a war.
Fear of the silence that lives inside of me.
Fear of falling down.
Fear of not learning from mistakes.
Fear of pain.
Fear of paint.
Fear of the sea.
Fear of gray men.
Fear of the sunshine.
Fear of the moonlight,
Fear of getting worse.
Fear of taking the wrong way.
Fear of feeling alone.
Fear of feeling.
Fear of diseases
Fear is not the same.
Fear of being free.
Fear of the future.
Fear this day will end on a sad song.
Fear of waking up to find the same broken person in the mirror.
Fear of not loving and fear of not being loved.
Fear that feeling the world is ending to me. Again.
Fear of this world.
Fear of me, myself and I.
Fear of death.
I've said that.

Pills for not to dream

He's so wrong.

He only wants to be normal, but the world is so cruel.

He prefers being alone at his room, listening Oasis's music, thinking about his consequences, reading old books, drawing a life that he can't find in this real world.

He's the last day. He tries to get up when the night is in his own inside.

He tries not to worry while all of the stars are fading away. He takes what he need, and he's on his way, but he can't stop crying his heart out.

He thinks twice, because he was wrong once.

He starts a fire without a flame.

But, don't worry.

It was just my imagination.

Breakdown

All these street had seen all. They were witness of our love, our hate, our hope, our disease, our madness and our last goodbye.

Running through them don't make me feel better. They are yelling, screaming. Screaming that you're the one that got away. Screaming that I'm not the same.

Things are better? I don't know. I learned what was lose that game.

However, I'm brave. You was running from all your demons, and I faced them.

I'd be lying if I said that I don't feel nothing at all for you. I feel sorry for you. You still being the same, but I've grown. And I'm still growing. And learning.

I'm starting my bright life, meeting new people, studying what I want and having fun with my friends. 

So I think it's time to say goodbye to you.